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Anger, depresssion and question have entered my mind. I have been well aware of this process of grieve but how this loss has bound us to a closer understanding of how precsious this life is. It is the things that we take for granted day by day. With out ever any real meaning in our lives. But once yougrasp this meaning and purpose and you start the real Journey of healing. My friend James he had a heart of gold and he was ht last one to say anything againts anyone and never did I ever hear him complain. He has gone off to be with his Father in heaven where he is living anew.

God has the love that pass everything that we could even comprehend. He sent apart of him down here to die for us that we may live. How wonderful that is.     I love Sundays it is a day I am to recharge and start a fresh to another week.  I am to drop my load with the Lord and return with peace. Though I have much to work on in my personal life I know that God will help see me through it. His love for others is what helps me keep strong.

I cant say that work is always fun, it is a challenge and the greatest challenge is the crew of people I work with. Some are easier to deal with then most and then there are those who are not happy about anything no matter how hard you work. I dont want to say I am running the show there are a fewer about me that get the stench if I mess up all the more stress I think but understanding everyines differences is hard.       Some days I end up praying a little harder than the norm. It has on the other hand increased my prayer life. I think some of the hardest difference I face are at home. The teenagers here and sometimes I am a good role mod