Anger, depresssion and question have entered my mind. I have been well aware of this process of grieve but how this loss has bound us to a closer understanding of how precsious this life is. It is the things that we take for granted day by day. With out ever any real meaning in our lives. But once yougrasp this meaning and purpose and you start the real Journey of healing. My friend James he had a heart of gold and he was ht last one to say anything againts anyone and never did I ever hear him complain. He has gone off to be with his Father in heaven where he is living anew.